Done!!!

So Finals are over and I'm free as a bird!!
Yuppy!!!!!

Well, it does feel weird though.
So now I need to take care of some things that I've been pushing aside since god-knows-when.

First, I have to re-organize my room.
then, re-organize my bookshelves.
Box some of the things that I've been meaning to put away for ages and throw some out while I'm at it.
And then straighten out my schedule, and meet people I've haven't met for ages.
Organize the pictures that me and my sister took in Europe A YEAR AGO!!!
and get them developed.
Write to people and let them know I'm still alive and doing good.
And try to figure out what I'm going to do with the rest of my life... ;) (just kidding!)
So this is what I have to do before we enter July.
Hopefully I'll manage to do most of them if not all.

The End and a New Beginning

So, I'm nearing the end of getting my B.A., finally.
After this week and next. I'm all done.

Graduation exam were okay. I didn't fail or anything.
And I almost forgot about it after taking it in May.
Just got the results last week. It's an 'A' so that's that.
No more worries.
The only thing left now are finals.
Good thing that I'm only taking a few classes.
So, four exams to go and I'm free as a bird. (NOT!)
But it's always good to know it's another end of something and then a new beginning of another is waiting around the corner.

Thinking it's my last time I'll be coming here makes me want to cry but,
I can always visit right?
Thinking back, I really had a great time here.

Right now I have no idea what my new beginning might be, but that's the fun of it, don't you think?
I'm just going to take it slow and easy.
It never did me good to rush things.
So, this time I'm just going to take things on my schedule and time.
I don't want to be pressured by anything.

Well, I should get back to my studies.

so April's gone and it's May already...

Wow~ how time flies, huh?
well, I guess I wasn't able to post everyday in April either.
Though I did my best.. with midterms and all.. ;)
Anyways, it'll be soon Children's day- day after tomorrow - but I'll have to stay home and study for my grad exam, which is by the way, on the 6th.

It's getting hotter everyday and I can't really bare this heat.
I really need to go somewhere and cool off..
though that is just a dream.. right now it wouldn't do me any good.
actually I wouldn't be able to do it if I did have the money or the time.
Well, no matter, I'm still catching up with my studying and reading..

I had a really nice talk with one of my favorite professor yesterday.
I really admire her.
She's such an inspiration and when talking with her, man, she just confirms my believe of nothing, and I mean nothing, is impossible.
I guess I needed the boost.
And I'm really grateful for her thoughtfulness and care..
Should prepare something for her for the coming teacher's day. =)

small dreams, big dreams...

DREAMS...
Well, I think they started big for me.. and kind of diminished along the way.
And I think, it's getting a bit bigger and bigger..
or lets just say I'm building on it.

I had plans, so many plans and spent so many time planning it.
But seeing it scatter into small pieces just in one incident...
in only a matter of seconds..
I think I stopped planning then.
and I think that's when my dreams started shrinking..

and at one point in some sense
I had no dream left. I had nothing.
I don't think I realized it right away that I had no dreams.
I think it took awhile. I don't know how long.
But it did take some time...
for me to realize that there was something wrong.

Maybe I had too much thought in my head and at one point it went blank.

But now I think I've made my turning point again.
I think I've made the right turn again..
and heading towards the right direction.

Who knows?
I might make a wrong turn again..
or something might happen along the way..
but I know I'll always find the right path..
how long it may take..
I know I'll find it.

7th day of April

Wow!
23 Days left till the end of April.
And I have less than a month to study for my grad. exam.
I'm totally wiped out.
Today was one of my crazy day of the week.
Anyways, this kid I'm teaching is driving me nuts!
I really would like to see what's going on in his mind.
It seems that he's only interested in meeting friends.
Now, I don't really have a problem with that.
Normally I wouldn't cus I love my friends, too.
But with him, it's like the only thing that interests him are his friends or the church.
Okay, that's not it. I don't really think it's the church or his friends.
I think it's got more to do with the 'event' of being with friends, and hanging out.
He has no interest in school work (Not that I'd see it as a problem normally cus I didn't either at his age, but I did my work. He doesn't!)
I just need to figure out how to get to him.
And I still can't grasp it.

I'm starting a lecture tomorrow at a company.
'Beginning English Conversation' sounds like fun, only thing is that I need to wake up early =p
I'm pretty excited in starting that class.
Hopefully, I won't have to deal with another one of this kid, since they're all grown ups.=)